Dunt-Dunna-NAAA!
That title doesn’t really translate well. It looks like I’m stuttering…hm…
Think trumpets in battle…Dunt-Dunna-NAAA! CHARGE! Go ahead, shout it out. 
Throw a fist up, that helps.
(a blue, muscley fist is most helpful)
Feeling ambitious today. Feeling in..uh…CHARGE! My previous anxieties are gone. I just needed to get them out in writing. I’ve spent a little time with Phillip here and there. It feels good to just say, “Ok! Goodnight!” and go to bed alone (I know that sounds not-good, but really, it’s good). I’ve reconnected with my tiny private space of a bedroom. It’s MINE when nothing else really seems to be claimable. There are little things about him that I just “got used to” that now I’m like, ”ugh…glad I don’t have to respond to that.” I’m really learning a lot about the disfunctional shit I used to do…things I now notice and stop myself from doing daily. Who knew I thought I could fix everything?!
Anyway, I digress. Today I’m feeling great. It’s Friday, I’ve got a job that I don’t have to go to all weekend, and bad ass plans with some bad ass birthday babes and also…boobies.
2 years ago
