Wonderful feeling short-lived
Well, mood swings are in uh, full swing. I feel like shit today. I felt like shit yesterday. Lonely and depressed…desperate. I’ve got to get back on the making me better track. I wasn’t drinking for a while. I drank this weekend and I’m sure that has a lot to do with how down I am now. I’ve lost weight though. That’s good. I’ve been going to the gym, riding my bike, not drinking, eating better and it’s paying off…slowly. It’s hard to be good when I don’t feel like it’s worth a damn. Once I start slacking then it’s all downhill.
Pick it up. Shake it off.
2 years ago