Case of the Weirds!
I’m feeling weird. I realized I’m always looking for something to be excited about. The next thing…at least one really fun, awesome, great thing each day. I’m not used to just having “a day”.
I’m constantly online waiting for an exciting, fun message. Or texting…just depending on other people to make me happy. I’m always looking forward to the next event or whatever is going to fill my emptiness.
I figured out the obvious a while ago…I’m empty and therefore I drink and do other things that aren’t exactly flattering…but they sure are exciting and distracting! But, I didn’t realize until today that I’m addicted to other things like…uh…fun. LOL!! Sorry…I’m being serious here.
I am trying to teach myself that every moment doesn’t have to be a party. I’m trying to know that being alone or just doing normal, every day things is ok and can be therapuetic.
