update on the big news
No update, really. I wrote Phillip the next day and he thanked me for checking on him, but just needed some time to think about his feelings. He’s not contacted me since and I’m giving him that time.
I’m trying not to wonder and guess what he’s thinking (that also never worked before). It’s not too terribly hard. I don’t really think about him much…even before Corey fell from the sky.
He’s just been so removed from my daily life for over a year now, that it wasn’t too hard of a transition when we broke up. I mean, of course it sucked, the whole thing sucked and was hard. Mostly it’s been hard to face the realization that I should have left him years ago.
2 years ago